This too shall pass.

In time, this too shall pass. He finally ended it. After almost 8years of relationship. I don't know if I should feel happy about this. I'm not sure of this is the right decision. But I just felt that I may not be able to speak to him again. Not after what he had done. How much I wanted to salvage this relationship, he couldn't commit, his heart had already been stolen. I felt sad. After so long, all the time I wanted out and he doesn't agree with me. Now that he's changed he just left. Not even wanting to work things out. Things happens for a reason, I hope my dull teary days will end soon. Hi love, don't leave me for good please.

Preserve?

I feel like there is nothing I can do man. I feel stupid. Can't even help much for the presentation deck. You left really early today. Is it because she isn't here today? I guess as much. Every time my eart just breaks knowin I'm nothin to you. Sadness. When will this feeling for you be gone? I pray that I'd have a chance with you. Please have a look at me. Couldn't ask for more. Just a chance to be with you. Why am I tearing for an unrequsite love? My confidence level is just mashed up. Even the new guy I know hadnt add me on fb. Really? Seems like no guy is into me? :(

emo-ing out!

Emo-ing out the blues of loving and missing you. yes, unrequited love. how i wish you would have the same level of interest in getting to know me better too. i guess i really blew up quite alot of chances =( i just don't know how to react in front of you. tried to break some ice with you with lame jokes but ended up making things worse. the way you looked at her that day, how i wish you'd give me the same attention as well. if only i have a chance with you. listening to Christina Perri's A thousand years. makes my heart wrenches, one step closer, please. i have fell for you since the first day we met. love you for a thousand more i believe time would find you time have brought your heart to me one step closer. listening to nice music and typing out my hidden feelings for you is a one of the great way to get over the blues =) whoever ends up with you, would be sucha lucky girl =) charming man, popular among ladies, who am i to grab your heart? will you even give me the chance to? should i continue to like you, trying hard not to burst my feelings out or should i just move on since, i may have already know the answer?

Really got hold of me.

And yes, yet another post on eye candy. Haven't gotten over him, although I know I should. Because: - while trying to break the ice between us, I tried to crack some silly jokes. He said he and me is just so different. He is sophisticated. Okays. Point taken. - he told me he plays the piano. I should have seize the opportunity to talk more - last week or so tried to crack another lame joke with him. He says he can't understand why would people be like that or why or how I can be here. I think. Woah sounds so hurtful. - he stared at her for more then 8s when she walked in. :( What can I do to overcome the feelings for a fellow colleague? I tried dolling up myself. Tried to get him to notice me on Facebook.not helping I think. I think I should be patience and wait for the right time to talk to him again. I know I have to understand he's just not into me. ;(