analyzing

1. he dont remember where i previously works at
2. dont think he trust me at meetings yet
3. he hardly talks to me
4. when im going home i walk pass him i said bye to my boss and nv say bye to him though he looks up
5. i tried to post lots of music videos and pics trying to gain his attention but apparently he isn't looking and i think he might be feeling that im flooding his facebook
6. he carried a gal and has her number. he doesnt have my number though we are counterparts.
7. i added him on facebook, he just accepted. he didnt initiate to add me. i bet he added the gal that he carried.
8. our eye contacts are less then 3s
9. he dont understand what im saying most of the time
10. im too nervous and un-fun in front of him
11. i dont know what kind of girls he likes
12. i dont know how to talk to him
13. i dont know how to react to him
14. im not eating well cus im thinking of him most of the time
15. i need to work hard and not be a bimbo in front of him
16. i feel like a fool in front of him
17. he likes girls with nice smile, and i dont have. how about i look ugly
18. he asked whether i needa ride to the dinner out of countesy as he might have felt that i wasnt so close with anyone in the office
19. im the idiot who replied to those nonsense emails the first and i cant reply work emails. =( cus im not used to it yet. =( dem, i sure look like a bimbo or apple polisher!
20. after dinner he didnt ask whether we need a ride home or going to any round 2 or not. zzzz.
21. he chose to sit near my boss and left 2 seats blank in front of me
22. when i seat next to my boss discussing about my kpi he moved away. maybe its becus it was confidential hence, he have to move away.
23. at the dinner i deliberately move away to the washroom cus i wanna see if he would try to come over but he didnt.
24. when i got back to my seat from toilet he was talking at our table, sigh, it means probably without me then he feel comfortable to come over to me, with or without me its just nothing to him.
25. im not his type? =(
26. im ugly
27. i hope i dont look like a fool in front of him.

with all these points, i guess i should really give up on him, but how?