how do I get over a crush for a fellow colleague..? the feeling sucks, having to see him everyday and never really have the guts to speak with him. even if i do have a chance to speak to him, i'd be too nervous and freaked out to say something interesting or to maintain the conversation with him. sigh if he'd be interested in me, then things would have been easier =(
i wish we could have a longer chance to talk. just wanna try to get to know him more. if only the feelings were mutual. i guess the gal that he carried and drove to the hospital was his type of gal. at least she had the guts to chat up with him or he'd be interested to talk to her.
im just a boring old freak that nobody wants to talk to? =( i should really stop caring how others sees me as and i should really be more me when i have the chance to talk to him again. but im always so worried that i do say the wrong things or bore him, how how how how. i think i needa go for dating/flirting 101. help needed here. or maybe im just not his kind of girl i should just forget. but how do i do it? i see him mostly at work, feel so weird when other girls can just talk freely to him, i wanna be able to talk freely to him too but how? =(
oh god will i get a chance to get to know him better, to talk over dinner? i wish i do have the chance. =)
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