I have told myself the points in why he's not into me. Hence, I'm gonna stop myself from checking out Facebook excessively and of course not to check his entry and all. He can be counted as my working partner,may have to work with him closely but I think if the new guy is able to catch up fast he wouldn't be sitting in so often.
When online to read up on how you can stop crushing on your crush and I took up one of the pointers, as to list down the pros n cons of the person. But in this case I listed out the cons of why he is not interested in me. From the points given, it's very obvious that he isn't interested in me. Which is sad, cus it's not a two way thingy and im making myself upset over someone who don't like me attractive. I shld push myself to move on and look for someone who is able to see thru me and talk to me. Can't blame EC as I such a nervous wreck infront of him whenever we talk. I scared orade his uninterested in me alr then.
Reading thru the well wishes from my ex colleagues, I realised they all find me cheerful and bubbly. I wanna bring these traits over to my work place and work it. I need to shine and flourish. I miss the old team but this new job is one of another new milestone in my life I'm glad I took it up. Meeting EC here could be by chance or fate. What will the next step be? Will fate be able to take one step ahead for EC and me. I hope we could get to know each other better.
Plan tommorrow is smile when I see him and probably make small talks about his pics if I see him. On a side note my crush for him will have to be minimized day by day as I'm not eating too well and it's not worth being like this. Though it's a good chance for me to slim down :))
I pray that you will notice me and we could get to know each other better over dinner or so. I wish I pray I hope.
Thank god and guardian angel.
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